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Friday, 11 November 2011

born to be somebody

There's a dream in my soul
A fire that's deep inside me
There's a me no one knows
Waiting to be set free
I'm gonna see that day
I can feel it
I can taste it
Change is coming my way

I was born to be somebody
Ain't nothing that's ever gonna stop me
I light up the sky like lighting
I gonna rise above
Show em what I'm made of
I was born to be somebody
I was born to be
And this world will belong to me
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/j/justin_bieber/born_to_be_somebody.html ]
This life can kick you around 
This world can make you feel small 
They will not keep me down 
I was born to stand tall
I'm going all the way
I can feel it
I believe it
I'm here
I'm here to stay
I was born to be somebody
Ain't nothin' that's ever gonna stop me
I light up the sky like lightening
I gonna rise above
Show em what I'm made of
I was born to be somebody
I was born to be
And this world will belong to me

Feel it... 
Believe it... 
Dream it... 
Be it... 
I was born to be somebody
Ain't nothing that's ever gonna stop me
I'll light up the sky like lighting
I'm gonna rise above
Show em what I'm made of
I was born to be somebody
I was born to be
And this world will belong to me
And this world will belong to me
And this world will belong to me

this song was made by my idol he alwayz teach me to never give up on reaching something love this song <3

the day will come

As I stand here,never giving up on hoping of reaching success having all these people who had been supporting me since the day one.reaching my hand up in the sky feels like asking God is this true ? or im still day-dreaming ? everyday I keep on counting the day for spm n now it turns out only two days left.so im still sane n not gonna do reckless thing like killing myself by jumping out of the building or jumping out of the cliff like Isabella Swan did in her movie twilight new moon. only insane people will do that ! I love myself n I believe there are still many hope out there  for me.i don’t want to be a quitter being a quitter means u will never succeed in life.never had a dream of reaching their dream of becoming something so I just follow the beats of my life with its own ups and down that had become my best friend.i started to learn about the real meaning of life it is not easy to get something as the saying goes  “nothing great ever come that easy”.effort,working hard till your butt off is your best friend to help you of reaching it.as I feels like scribbing a few lines of something so my mind feel inspired to write something on this lovely dearly blog. Having their blessed and their prayer is enough to help me in SPM.i cried a lot bcoz something I feel like im burn out right now losing all my strength and myself but doesn’t say im gonna give up im strong like a superman but as im a girl so im strong like a supergirl and hard like a steel.ahhhh the adrenaline is getting higher the intense feeling of sitting for SPM and the feeling of leaving the school it just overwhelming me.Teachers who always help he giving me a big hope putting a trust and counting on me.they giving me the faith to believe in myself .people around me keep telling to not be too nervous and just remain cool because they always remind me everything gonna be just fine so I don’t have to feel scared to face spm but the fact is the reason I cried for almost everyday is because I feel like im not good enough but with much effort I believe I can do it !
ok thats all for now
take care yah
with much love,
lisabeats
spm candidate for 2011 batch 
XO

Monday, 7 November 2011

All this time

Hello guys,
today at 16:37 pm saying that 7 days left for spm i really put much effort for this upcoming spm i think it is enough of what i faced for this year all the things that i had this year Allah really test me especially in my relationship with my family with my bf.sometimes there are some misunderstanding between me n my bf but he is strong enough n for me he is just perfect i really glad having him he is the one who alwayz take a full care of me as i sometimes acted like a little baby n he is the one who alwayz by my side listened to all my problems.i swore i never had that kind of person in my life but  now he is the one.i really love him with all my heart.ok back to my spm story.about my spm story,when it comes to my spm trial my,spm trial results was sucks i never thought that i put much effort on it then i still got 3 subject failed sometimes feel like wanna give up but people around me who alwayz support n tell me to never give up bcoz there are still hope and i believe Allah will help me .Everyday he listened to all my prayers n i hope all my prayers really comes true.my spm trial result really makes me burst into tears how im supposed to be happy ? but thank god there is one more chance n i will do my best in SPM but if i dont get result that i want i wont be mad at myself  bcoz i already do my best n that is what i achieved i wont be mad or regret.when someone failed in his or her life doenst mean that person will fail for his or her entire life.so i will alwayz hold the saying to never give up on anything people who easily give up wont achieve success n i dont want to be that person.but one of my dream now i really wanted to get straight A but by getting good grade is enough for me as long there is no fail.i really jealous looking at my classmates who achieve straight A for spm trial n sometimes i wonder when can i be like them ? n when i started to say like "untungla korang parents korang mesti proud kan korang dapat good grade" then i started  to burst into tears.haha just by praising person can make me cry n thats kinda weird actually but whatever happen i believe there is miracle in everything.so bye for now i maybe update my this lovely blog after my spm is over till then much love 
SPM candidate for 200 batch
Wish me luck
Dont forget to pray for me 
XO 
Bye for now
Sincerely,
lisabeats