All this time

Hello guys,

today at 16:37 pm saying that 7 days left for spm i really put much effort for this upcoming spm i think it is enough of what i faced for this year all the things that i had this year Allah really test me especially in my relationship with my family with my bf.sometimes there are some misunderstanding between me n my bf but he is strong enough n for me he is just perfect i really glad having him he is the one who alwayz take a full care of me as i sometimes acted like a little baby n he is the one who alwayz by my side listened to all my problems.i swore i never had that kind of person in my life but  now he is the one.i really love him with all my heart.ok back to my spm story.about my spm story,when it comes to my spm trial my,spm trial results was sucks i never thought that i put much effort on it then i still got 3 subject failed sometimes feel like wanna give up but people around me who alwayz support n tell me to never give up bcoz there are still hope and i believe Allah will help me .Everyday he listened to all my prayers n i hope all my prayers really comes true.my spm trial result really makes me burst into tears how im supposed to be happy ? but thank god there is one more chance n i will do my best in SPM but if i dont get result that i want i wont be mad at myself  bcoz i already do my best n that is what i achieved i wont be mad or regret.when someone failed in his or her life doenst mean that person will fail for his or her entire life.so i will alwayz hold the saying to never give up on anything people who easily give up wont achieve success n i dont want to be that person.but one of my dream now i really wanted to get straight A but by getting good grade is enough for me as long there is no fail.i really jealous looking at my classmates who achieve straight A for spm trial n sometimes i wonder when can i be like them ? n when i started to say like "untungla korang parents korang mesti proud kan korang dapat good grade" then i started  to burst into tears.haha just by praising person can make me cry n thats kinda weird actually but whatever happen i believe there is miracle in everything.so bye for now i maybe update my this lovely blog after my spm is over till then much love 

SPM candidate for 200 batch

Wish me luck

Dont forget to pray for me 

XO 

Bye for now

Sincerely,

lisabeats

mistletoe

haha i had to admit i really had a crush on justin bieber no lies ok he is just amazing n he did things that beyond young people imagination i will alwayz be his tues beliebers n alwayz support him n im his true fans

mistletoe from under the mistletoe album

It's the most beautiful time of the year
Lights fill the streets spreading so much cheer
I should be playing in the winter snow
But I'mma be under the mistletoe

I don't want to miss out on the holiday
But I can't stop staring at your face
I should be playing in the winter snow
But I'mma be under the mistletoe

With you, shawty with you
With you, shawty with you
With you under the mistletoe

Everyone's gathering around the fire
Chestnuts roasting like a hot July
I should be chillin' with my folks, I know
But I'mma be under the mistletoe

Word on the street santa's coming tonight,
Reindeer's flying through the sky so high
I should be making a list, I know
But I'mma be under the mistletoe

With you, shawty with you
With you, shawty with you
With you under the mistletoe

With you, shawty with you
With you, shawty with you
With you under the mistletoe
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/j/justin_bieber/mistletoe.html ]
The wise men follow the stars (The wise men follow the stars)
They way I followed my heart
And it led me to a miracle

Don't you buy me nothing (don't you buy me nothing)
I am feeling one thing, your lips on my lips
There's a very, Merry Christmas

It's the most beautiful time of the year
Lights fill the streets spreading so much cheer
I should be playing in the winter snow (I know)
But I'mma be under the mistletoe

I don't want to miss out on the holiday
But I can't stop staring at your face
I should be playing in the winter snow
But I'mma be under the mistletoe

With you, shawty with you
With you, shawty with you
With you under the mistletoe

With you, shawty with you
With you, shawty with you
With you under the mistletoe

(Kiss me underneathe the mistletoe)
Kiss me underneathe the mistletoe
(Show me baby that you love me so)
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

(Kiss me underneathe the mistletoe)
Kiss me underneathe the mistletoe
(Show me baby that you love me so)
Ohhh, ohhh,
Mmmm



cant wait to grab under the mistletoe album truly gonna fall in love with that album 

my life now

so today says spm left for few days but im not gonna give up easily spm is like my future all i can do is do my best as the saying goes on twitter "Remember, no matter how many days are left, or even hours, you can still change the outcome until the moment you pass up your paper." so it really make me feel more confident even though the truth is i cried a lot especially when i looked at my spm trial n the moment i looked at it n everytime i looked at it my eyes was gonna burst with tears but now it is enough im tired of regretting or crying just bcoz of what just happen in past so im not gonna give up until the last day to do my revision for my spm.i really grateful having this life with my loving family,my loving bf who alwayz listened to me bubbling,crying n complaining about spm but i really thanks to him he is my everything n i love u so much honey boo.thanks for everything sayang.n to my besties still ingat ade satu hari tu before i went off to school then my mum asked about my result then i cried i just dont have the strength to tell my mum about my result bcoz it really bad i shoudnt failed those three subjects but i did so when i told my mum my result i cried n then when i reached school again i cried it just really hard time for me yes i cried a lot n act like 7-year-old kid maybe someday i had to accept the fact that cry wont solve anything it just make ur eyes look worst i have to grow up n think like an adult do what adult would do if problem come to them.adult wont cry right ? a person who cried easily when small things happen to them it is consider that person acted like a little kids so it means even though i already reached 17 year old but still the fact about me is im still acted like a kid n i realize i have to grow up change the way i think respect people more think before i speak up about something n it may help me to be more mature.stressed out,cried,happy,sad n every feeling that u can describe of what im having now it is enough for me n i really worked so hard right now for my upcoming spm about 4 weeks left.nervous huh ? yeah of course i am im damn scared to hell no lies it is the truth.anyway to my follower who is gonna sit for this upcoming 2011 spm good luck yah do ur best :) 

spm link

so this is the link that i wanted to share with u guys

http://www.gvishnu.com/spm-trial-2011-paper-kertas-percubaan-spm-2011/

http://www.banksoalanspm.com/soalan.html

this link is for people who love bahase melayu n wanted to improve their bm language

http://pakcikim.blogspot.com/2010/10/50-frasa-bombastik-bahasa-melayu.html

http://cikgumarjana.blogspot.com/2011/01/novel-tingkatan-4-melunas-rindu.html

http://bmspm.net/snperibahasa.htm

http://daniellefoong.wordpress.com/2011/02/18/melunas-rindu/



this is english literature

http://www.facebook.com/topic.php?uid=199244406766701&topic=327

so this is the link hope u guys get the benefit from here :)

spm getting nearer

well hello there...
today says that there is only 41 days left for spm n tomorrow is pmr oh my god i could see all the fears was written all over their face but i really wish the best for all my dearest pmr candidate tsya,raje,lina,dian n others hope u guys could do the best that u could no need to force urself to study like crazy right now bcoz anything that u have studied now we called it as study at eleventh hour means u guys study at last minute i learned that study last minute for exam is not good for u bcoz anything that u at that time wont stick to ur mind anymore bcoz the feeling of nervousness is enough to make u guys scared n whatever u read it wont stick ur mind anymore but as i see ur face i know how do u feel i have been thru that moment.the moment of sitting for big examination especially such as PMR but after u guys happily free from PMR then it is my turn to face SPM oh my god only god know how strong my heart bounding especially when i looked at the days left for mw to struggle enough n use all my time to get ready for SPM but i believe with a lot of prayer to Allah n a lot of effort i put on my shoulder to get good result i know someday i will be ready to face it.INSYAALLAH.
so till here :)
im gonna share any spm related link to u guys who is spm candidate so enjoy the link that i gave ok
GOOD LUCK TO ALL MY JUNIORS DO UR BEST OK #pmr
with scared feelings,
emaralllisa

2nd part of halluuwww

so this is the second part of my life. many things that crossed my mind to spill it all here.so i love to spill all the things that happen in my life on my blog but right now im just so damn busy but now i find now is the right time to update my dearest blog.so about today,today im gonna hang out with my booboo it has been a long time i havent see him or talk to each other i really miss him sometimes missing laughing with all his jokes but sometimes i have to realize that i have to be strong enough bcoz this year im gonna sit for my exam that is spm so i have to be strong enough even now i have enough pain of missing him but only god knows how strong the pain in me.so today is malaysia day that is 16 sept today is malaysia national day n i bet most if the people are happy celebrating it well u should be u r malaysian n u should be proud of it.malaysia is such a harmony country with many kind of races but still we happy to live together.so about today that is malaysia day n today for whom we call it as student today is holiday n we should spend our time wisely not by wasting it with something that is not good.so this upcoming monday im gonna sit for my physics paper that is the last paper but after that i have to struggle with full of my energy to get well prepared for my spm.spm is my everything it is like a passport that help me in my future.nothing can change without having a good result only that can change ur life n thats why i have to do my best to get good result in my spm i dont want to make me parents sad i know they have been sacrrifice many things for me so now is my turn to make them happy to get good result.i still remember i attended one seminar called skor A they come to my school they taught us the right thing to do in history n all that stuff but the things that make me alwayz remember is that there is one teacher who taught us about history subject then he  talked about spm he said we dont need to be worried about is but he just said that if someday we get bad result then how we supposed to tell our child to study ? then he really like make me realize i should study hard enough so someday i will tell my children to study just like what i did now i just cant imagine what if i dont get good result then when all my children grow up then i will ask them to study.will they do it ? i think no bcoz they will  follow what their parents did so future is everything but now still got plenty of time to make my future gets better.
ok thats all for today enough with my life story
gonna be so damn busy but if i had time i will update my dearest blog for sure
i miss writing all my story right here
ok now time to stop
take care okay u guys
take care all ur loved one
alwayz make them happy dont make them sad
appreciate all the people around u
till i continue my next life story bye for now
with full of heart,
emarallisa
XOXO

halluwwww

well hello there sorry i've been so damn busy n i dont even have enough time to update my dear lovely blogger n i bet most of my followers getting bored with my blog as i havent update it for about few months yeah im sorry im just busy getting prepared for my spm trial n that feeling of nervous of scared to face spm trial is enough to make me more crazier when i think about my upcoming spm so what should i do then ? yes the only answer is i should study n study n study more n more as it will gets better day by day still remember the saying goes practice makes perfect so i have to do a lot of exercises to make me familiar with all these question that have been ask n ask again during spm.yeah im scared im damn scared to death im not gonna lie everynight i will think what should i do to make me get a better grade yes i hardly sleep everynight.now this week im having spm trial one more paper left n after that i had to struggle to get prepare for my upcoming spm.thanks to my family,my booboo n my friends who alwayz be there with me especially when im really down.i really love u guys.but i really thank to god for giving him to me i really grateful n sometimes i dont know how to thank to Allah of how really grateful i am to have my bf beside me he is the one who alwayz listen to all my problem i mean everything that is the use of having bf beside loving each other
ok this is the first part of my life story gonna continue in the next post
take care u guys love yah thanks for alwayz be my royal followers XO